i''m looking foward to it. i feel pretty good about my self, actually. so i'm fat. so what? i will not let my exterior predict what i feel like on the inside. i will let how good i feel on the inside project out to others. so, since i feel positive, happy, and energetic; that's what people will most likely see. i've had more people smile my way in the past week than i've had in the past several months. theres'a spring in my step. a smile on my lips. new job. new me. brand new attitude. yay.